字が汚くて・・・=The handwriting is terrible, so...
The latter half part is abbreviated, as is often the case with Japanese.
For example,
字が汚くて読めない=The handwriting is terrible, so I can't read it.
(ラブレターをもらったが)字が汚くて、幻滅した=The handwriting was so terrible that I was disappointed a lot.