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But I found I couldn’t write about sexual desires (too shy, too dishonest), nor could I describe any sexual activity—I wasn’t getting any—and so the diary devolved into a banal account of fake crushes and imagined romance and I was soon disgusted with it and put it aside.

From Life Writing by Zadie Smith.

Here "crush" mean "a strong feeling of love" or "someone who you have a strong feeling of love for"?
 
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