In my experience, "feel like hell" is at least just as likely to refer to feeling poorly (exhausted physically or mentally) as it is to refer to feeling guilty.This is an odd sentence to say the least. Do you have any more context? If you're trying to express disgust with yourself, I would leave out 'embodied'. "To feel like hell" is a common expression:
"I feel like hell. I mean, I just bought a kid!"