Hello there linkinparkv, and Welcome to the Forum!
I think that you're asking about the song 'Basket Case'
by the pop group 'Green Day' (we call this source),
the lyrics of which can be found in full at songmeanings.net.
You may quote up to four lines of the song, which makes it
easier for people reading this thread to understand (we call this context).
Grasping to control
So I better hold on
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me